i totally spent $1800 on camera stuff today....thank you visa. haha.

i get to see my oh so handsome fiance tomorrow evening!! its been two weeks and i'm dying. and he hasn't got to meet chloe yet so he's excited about that :]

and i leave for cornerstone in less than two days.
i get to see my friends and so many people i hold dear to my heart. i can't wait.

this week will be amazing.

So I have decided it is time for me to get up off my ass and do something with my life. I have a bachelor's in psychology and pretty much can't do much with it especially not here. So I have decided to apply to grad schools to get my masters in forensics psychology. If you know me then you know that is what I have always wanted to do. So I am applying to the Chicago School of Psychology in obviously Chicago, IL and Argosy University in Minneapolis, MN. I know these both seem far away. But I need to do something for myself and follow my dreams. It will kill me to be away from my family but it's something I have to do for myself. I probably wouldn't be moving until the late winter like november or possibly hold off til january. I am doing a phone interview with Argosy on Tuesday so wish me luck. I am so terrified of moving to a new city where I know no one and have to start over. I will have to be on my own and I will have no crutch to hold on to. I have had a rough year and there is nothing left in Evansville for me. For me to be happy I need to move away from here and leave it behind. Any advice? Any pros and cons for the 2 cities?

omg work is pretty bitchin'
hha working with my entire family is good. i think.
my grandma is kinda sweet. she saw i was having a hard time with this material. i just got a little frustrated is all. this was a couple of days ago, so she called me after work to talk to me about it. she just wanted to let me know that happens and i did a good thing by just walking away when my uncle terry got brought into it.. ha it was really nice.

so my dad took up golf. he goes to the driving range 3 days a week so he doesn't look like a jackass when he takes his clients to the course. hha yesterday at work he came in with his freshly ironed golf shorts on a hanger pretty much starched stiff. just like on the movie home alone 2 lost in NY. i was like..uh dad what are you going to do? he's like, i've got a golf lesson at 4:30 i can't be late. haha i was like...for a gay hater you couldn't be any more gay right now.
i'm over at lauren's, we're going to go to my apartment and get nasty drunk.
lacy and eddie are coming over as well i think. i miss the ole gang.